That cut thingy is spiffy...
Oct. 14th, 2002 04:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
queenrileyRight, so before I hinted at something that's been bobbing around my head for awhile now, and I'm going to talk about it here, but I'll use that cut thingy so that anybody that doesn't want to read it doesn't have to, as it's a rather sensitive subject with some people (while other's won't give a horse's rear what I do).
First off, however, a brief update on life. Jeff has no job leads other than the TRE job in November. I've found out some rather disturbing things about the people he is living with that is really really pissing me off (mostly at someone I consider to be a good friend), but it just doesn't make sense and unfortunately I can't talk about it. So I'll have to remain angry and attempt to clear up the situation without the unknowing parties finding out. It's very confussing. Anyhow, we are hoping to get an inexpensive place come end of December or early January. If we have our own place, we are more likely to get some government aid, and it is always easier to find a job once you have a job, so he's got 6 months to find something starting in April. I will, hopefully, be in nursing school by then, so financial aid will help a bit and the government seems to want to help more if you are in school. So good luck to me on that.
One of my Navy boys (of which I have many) came here on leave this weekend. He's visiting other friends in other parts of Texas right now, but he spent most of this past weekend with me. It was great to see him. I've missed him terribly much. He was my on-again-off-again boyfriend throughout high school and quite a good friend to me after we dropped the whole dating business. I loved him then, I love him now, and I will always love him. I think that makes Jeff nervous, but he just doesn't understand the level of emotion it is... it's not the romantic swoony love, nor is is the love of a friend or the love for a brother... it's very hard to describe. But that doesn't matter. I got to see him and it was good. It was the best weekend.
I'm sick at the moment with a rather nasty cold, but I'll survive. Poor Alex is sick too and she just doesn't understand what's wrong and why she feels so bad. But for all the whineyness, she's being cuddly, and that feels good. Despite the virus part, it's rather nice to be in my pajamas at 3 in the afternoon with my daugther in her pajamas curled up on my lap reading all of her books 4 times over or just sitting there snuggling up together.
I'll have to give my rant later, as I need to get offline now. I'll try to do it tonight, as I'd like to talk some things through on here. :)
First off, however, a brief update on life. Jeff has no job leads other than the TRE job in November. I've found out some rather disturbing things about the people he is living with that is really really pissing me off (mostly at someone I consider to be a good friend), but it just doesn't make sense and unfortunately I can't talk about it. So I'll have to remain angry and attempt to clear up the situation without the unknowing parties finding out. It's very confussing. Anyhow, we are hoping to get an inexpensive place come end of December or early January. If we have our own place, we are more likely to get some government aid, and it is always easier to find a job once you have a job, so he's got 6 months to find something starting in April. I will, hopefully, be in nursing school by then, so financial aid will help a bit and the government seems to want to help more if you are in school. So good luck to me on that.
One of my Navy boys (of which I have many) came here on leave this weekend. He's visiting other friends in other parts of Texas right now, but he spent most of this past weekend with me. It was great to see him. I've missed him terribly much. He was my on-again-off-again boyfriend throughout high school and quite a good friend to me after we dropped the whole dating business. I loved him then, I love him now, and I will always love him. I think that makes Jeff nervous, but he just doesn't understand the level of emotion it is... it's not the romantic swoony love, nor is is the love of a friend or the love for a brother... it's very hard to describe. But that doesn't matter. I got to see him and it was good. It was the best weekend.
I'm sick at the moment with a rather nasty cold, but I'll survive. Poor Alex is sick too and she just doesn't understand what's wrong and why she feels so bad. But for all the whineyness, she's being cuddly, and that feels good. Despite the virus part, it's rather nice to be in my pajamas at 3 in the afternoon with my daugther in her pajamas curled up on my lap reading all of her books 4 times over or just sitting there snuggling up together.
I'll have to give my rant later, as I need to get offline now. I'll try to do it tonight, as I'd like to talk some things through on here. :)
