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[queenriley]

Do you ever get the feeling that you're on the outside looking in? Not at the world or anything, but at yourself, your own life?

Cause I feel like that.

I'm not me. I'm a lie. I'm watching myself live my life and it's weird and it's screwy and I am yelling at myself to stop screwing up, stop being the damn doormat and do what needs to be done... but it's like I can't hear myself.

I'm not living my life, I'm living somebody else's.

I'm on the outside looking in. And I hate what I see.

Comments

[tefkas.livejournal.com]

I've felt like I'm on the outside, looking in, for pretty much my whole life... sometimes it's more pronounced than others, though.

*hugs*

[perceval.livejournal.com]

(((Christine)))

i dont get that feeling, but i have frequent attacks of hating myself for stuff i screwed up

[bevo.livejournal.com]

You do this to yourself to often. Just because something doesn't go as planned doesn't mean that you screwed up. You are intellegent, wonderful and awesome. And you prolly feel incomplete anyway since yer hubby's down here and everything, take a deep breath, step back and jump in again. I love you and Im always thinkin' of you!!!! Call me if you need ANYTHING!!!

[katinka31.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you're feeling like that, hon. :(