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queenrileyNot much to say but I do have a really really long
What does your name mean? That depends where you look. Some places it's the French and English form of Christina, which is the female version of Christian, which means... well... Christian, or occasionally "bearer of Christ". Other places list my name as Latin and meaning "follower of Christ". And I've also found it to be Greek and mean "Christ-bearer". All of which have to do with Christ and are odd, as I'm not Christian and don't follow or bear Christ in the slightest.
-How old are you? two weeks shy of 22
-How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? That depends on who you ask... I think I'm older than my age. I like to think I'm a bit like my father. He was born a little old man, and I like to think I was born a little old woman.
-Describe yourself in 5 words: I'm a short, annoying mummy.
-What are your worst qualities: I ramble. I digress. I'm nervous, shy, and I nag.
-What are your best qualities: Um...
-How long does it take you get get ready in the morning: what am I getting ready for? I don't get ready for anything in the morning, but if I have to go out somewhere, and somehow manage a shower before noon, than including the shower it takes me about 30 minutes, tops. Now if Alex is coming with me, add a half-hour to an hour to that.
~SLEEP~
-Do you dream at night? yes
-Do you remember your dreams? not always
-Describe one: I dreamed Sean, my first real boyfriend, and I were having a conversation. I asked why he had been so attracted to me, why he choose me, when all his other girlfriends were so much prettier than I was. They all had perfect skin, perfect hair, perfect bodies, perfect clothes, perfect everything, and I'm far from perfect. He responded with "You are more beautiful than they ever were. You are so beautiful here (caresses my cheek) because you are amazingly beautiful here (puts his hand on my heart). That is why I love you. Your beauty comes from inside." And that was the dream. All of it. Just that. Isn't it lovely? I wish somebody actually believed that and said it, but it's a nice dream.
-What time do you wake up normally? between 6:30 and 7 am.
-What time do you wake on weekends? between 6:30 and 7 am. A 2 year old doesn't understand weekends.
-Do you find waking late nice or annoying? depends on how late... 8 is nice. 9 is annoying.
-Do you sleep with one pillow or two? two
~SCHOOL~
-Do you like school? erm... I'm not in school, but it wasn't all bad when I was there.
-Why/why not? I liked learning. I didn't like the way I was taught or the people that surrounded me.
-What's your favorite subject? English
-Most hated subject? Math or gym
-Do you have a fave teacher? Mr. Hubbell, Mrs. Grimes
-Ever had a crush on a teacher? yes
-Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? english/drama... oustandingly english/drama
~FRIENDS~
-Do you have heaps of friends? erm... I have some, yes, but they are far too scattered across this globe to be considered "heaps"
-Do you have a best friend? yes, two in fact
-Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? girls
-Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? yes
-Have you ever lied to a friend? only about small things like whether or not I enjoyed their cooking that particular night, but if it comes to clothes or hair, I'm brutally honest. Ask Bevin. If it looks bad, I'll say it.
-Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? heavens no! How rude and ungrateful would that be?
~FAMILY~
-Do you like your parents? yes, very much
-Ever run away from home? yes, though I wasn't gone for long
-Ever thought about it? erm... yes
-Do you have any siblings? yes, one sister
-If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? of course! We can't be in the same state for more than 3 days without wanting to kill each other
-How old are they? 26
-If not, do you mind being an only child? n/a
-Do you feel your parents spoil you? a bit, but not to the point of me having been a brat
-Do you not get along with any of your family? my sister, but we make due for about 3 days, and it's better now that I have Alex.
-Do you have big family get togethers ever? not on my side, but Jeff's does, every Christmas Eve
~RELIGION~
-Do you have a religion? yes
-Do you practice it i.e. go to church? not really
-Do you believe in God? yes
-Jesus? he was real, but he wasn't the son of God/prophet/whatever else he claimed/was claimed to be... he was just a man
-Satan? no
-Heaven? sort of... it's hard to explain
-Hell? no
~MORALS~
-Have you ever been drunk? yes, just the once
-Taken drugs? only those prescribed by my doctor and were used according to directions
-Stolen? not that I remember
-Shoplifted? not that I remember
-Tried to commit suicide? yes, 3 times... you give up after the 3rd time... at least I did. I was convinced I wasn't even good enough for death.
-Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? yes
-Gotten into a fight? not a fistfight, no, but a screaming match, yes
-Are you more innocent or guilty? of what?
-Would you date a drug addict? not on purpose
-Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? not unless you count alcohol
-Are you racist? no
-Are you discriminatory to anyone? not on purpose
-Have you been a hypocrite in the past? probably, though I strive not to
-Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? very open
~MEDIA~
-Do you watch tons of tv? no
-How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? dating back to October... 5 times. Twice for Cos, twice for TTT, once for Piglet's Big Movie.
-Do you listen to the radio often? only when in the car
-Do you read the newspaper? online, I read 4 of them
-Do you read magazines? yes
-Are you a couch potato? not really
-Do you use the internet too much? yes
~MUSIC~
-Whats your fave style of music? everything but most rap and most country (there are exceptions to everything)
-Do you play an instrument? sadly, no
-Do you sing? only to Alex and it's really an awful sound, but she still laughs
-Whats your fave band? I don't really have a favourite, though I am enjoying the Stone Roses more than others at the moment
-Why? My taste is too wide and varied to pick a favourite amongst them all
-Have you met them before? no
-Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year. I haven't that I remember, unless it was a present for somebody else
-Why did you buy them? they were presents... it's what the people wanted
~PERSONALITY~
-Are you funny or serious? mostly serious
-Creative or not? I'd like to think I'm creative
-Logical thinker or lateral thinker? um... lateral I guess... but I try to be logical... I don't know!
-Are you outgoing or shy? shy
-Are you lazy or active? lazy
-Have you ever been hyperactive? only after consuming an unhealthy amount of caffeine and sugar
-Are you a naturally hyperactive person? no
~LOOKS~
-Are you happy with the way you look? not hardly
-What would you change? my skin, my height, my nose, my chin, my neck, my face shape... everything
-Do you wear makeup regularly? no
-Do you have a large wardrobe? not even close
~MONEY~
-Do you have a job? not that pays
-Do you like it? yeah, mostly
-Are you a saver or a spender? saver
-Do you work hard or slack off? work hard
-Have you ever been fired? no
-In trouble at work? no
-Made a major mistake? not on a job
-Ever had money stolen from you? yes
-Are you always broke? yes
~EMBARASSING MOMENTS~
-Your all time most embarassing moment? I'm not telling.
-Ever snorted drink out your nose? yes
-Ever giggled like an idiot? yes
-Ever embarassed yourself and pretedned nothing happened? yes
-Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? yes
-Ever said something really stupid? yes
-Ever snorted while laughing? yes
-Ever fallen off a bed? yes
-Ever sleepwalked? no
-Ever sleeptalked? nearly every night... it's the best way to learn something incriminating about me
~MEMORIES~
-Whats your best memory? Alex being born
-Worst? it happened when I was in 6th grade and I'd rather not talk about it
-Whats the wierdest memory you have? um...
-Do you have a good memory? not hardly
-Whats the coolest holiday you remember having? um...
~THOUGHTS~
-Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you? yes, all the time
-What's the first thought that comes to your head when you hear
These names?
Melissa: Gilbert
Bobie: dear lord, did somebody name their child this? Poor kid.
Vanessa: snob
Alyssa: bitch
Jess : e
Brian: Krakow from My So Called Life
Charlie: Weasley
Olivia: The Cosby Show
Drew: red-head I knew in high school
Lily: Evans turned Potter
Anita: about half the women in this apartment complex
-What are the first thoughts that come to your head while hearing these words?
Cheese: behold the power of
Rubber: gloves
Clothes: laundry
Big: tall
Dress: never!
Jacket: big
Polyester: itchy
Washing: machine
If you were able to sit and read all of it, kudos to you!
On another note, one of Jeff's friends invited us to a movie today. He invited both of us last night, which was short notice, so I might not be able to find a babysitter. But Jeff agreed to two movies, one of which I wanted to see. Upon finding out I wanted to see it, he said he didn't really want to see it and wants to see the other one instead, which I REALLY don't want to see. So I'm not going. So Jeff is going out to the movies today with his friend who invited both of us, and I'm staying home with Alex. I probably wouldn't have been able to find a babysitter anyway, so I guess it's not really that big of a deal. I just would have liked to get out of the house and away from my daughter for awhile. Because I haven't been... for awhile now. I went to the movies last week, for Piglet's Big Movie, but I had her all day and left only an hour before her bedtime. So I was really looking forward to going. But now I'm not going because Jeff will only agree to one movie... which I don't want to see and would have a horrible time if I went. So I'm not going. At least now I don't have to scramble for a babysitter. That's good I guess.
What does your name mean? That depends where you look. Some places it's the French and English form of Christina, which is the female version of Christian, which means... well... Christian, or occasionally "bearer of Christ". Other places list my name as Latin and meaning "follower of Christ". And I've also found it to be Greek and mean "Christ-bearer". All of which have to do with Christ and are odd, as I'm not Christian and don't follow or bear Christ in the slightest.
-How old are you? two weeks shy of 22
-How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? That depends on who you ask... I think I'm older than my age. I like to think I'm a bit like my father. He was born a little old man, and I like to think I was born a little old woman.
-Describe yourself in 5 words: I'm a short, annoying mummy.
-What are your worst qualities: I ramble. I digress. I'm nervous, shy, and I nag.
-What are your best qualities: Um...
-How long does it take you get get ready in the morning: what am I getting ready for? I don't get ready for anything in the morning, but if I have to go out somewhere, and somehow manage a shower before noon, than including the shower it takes me about 30 minutes, tops. Now if Alex is coming with me, add a half-hour to an hour to that.
~SLEEP~
-Do you dream at night? yes
-Do you remember your dreams? not always
-Describe one: I dreamed Sean, my first real boyfriend, and I were having a conversation. I asked why he had been so attracted to me, why he choose me, when all his other girlfriends were so much prettier than I was. They all had perfect skin, perfect hair, perfect bodies, perfect clothes, perfect everything, and I'm far from perfect. He responded with "You are more beautiful than they ever were. You are so beautiful here (caresses my cheek) because you are amazingly beautiful here (puts his hand on my heart). That is why I love you. Your beauty comes from inside." And that was the dream. All of it. Just that. Isn't it lovely? I wish somebody actually believed that and said it, but it's a nice dream.
-What time do you wake up normally? between 6:30 and 7 am.
-What time do you wake on weekends? between 6:30 and 7 am. A 2 year old doesn't understand weekends.
-Do you find waking late nice or annoying? depends on how late... 8 is nice. 9 is annoying.
-Do you sleep with one pillow or two? two
~SCHOOL~
-Do you like school? erm... I'm not in school, but it wasn't all bad when I was there.
-Why/why not? I liked learning. I didn't like the way I was taught or the people that surrounded me.
-What's your favorite subject? English
-Most hated subject? Math or gym
-Do you have a fave teacher? Mr. Hubbell, Mrs. Grimes
-Ever had a crush on a teacher? yes
-Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? english/drama... oustandingly english/drama
~FRIENDS~
-Do you have heaps of friends? erm... I have some, yes, but they are far too scattered across this globe to be considered "heaps"
-Do you have a best friend? yes, two in fact
-Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? girls
-Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? yes
-Have you ever lied to a friend? only about small things like whether or not I enjoyed their cooking that particular night, but if it comes to clothes or hair, I'm brutally honest. Ask Bevin. If it looks bad, I'll say it.
-Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? heavens no! How rude and ungrateful would that be?
~FAMILY~
-Do you like your parents? yes, very much
-Ever run away from home? yes, though I wasn't gone for long
-Ever thought about it? erm... yes
-Do you have any siblings? yes, one sister
-If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? of course! We can't be in the same state for more than 3 days without wanting to kill each other
-How old are they? 26
-If not, do you mind being an only child? n/a
-Do you feel your parents spoil you? a bit, but not to the point of me having been a brat
-Do you not get along with any of your family? my sister, but we make due for about 3 days, and it's better now that I have Alex.
-Do you have big family get togethers ever? not on my side, but Jeff's does, every Christmas Eve
~RELIGION~
-Do you have a religion? yes
-Do you practice it i.e. go to church? not really
-Do you believe in God? yes
-Jesus? he was real, but he wasn't the son of God/prophet/whatever else he claimed/was claimed to be... he was just a man
-Satan? no
-Heaven? sort of... it's hard to explain
-Hell? no
~MORALS~
-Have you ever been drunk? yes, just the once
-Taken drugs? only those prescribed by my doctor and were used according to directions
-Stolen? not that I remember
-Shoplifted? not that I remember
-Tried to commit suicide? yes, 3 times... you give up after the 3rd time... at least I did. I was convinced I wasn't even good enough for death.
-Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? yes
-Gotten into a fight? not a fistfight, no, but a screaming match, yes
-Are you more innocent or guilty? of what?
-Would you date a drug addict? not on purpose
-Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? not unless you count alcohol
-Are you racist? no
-Are you discriminatory to anyone? not on purpose
-Have you been a hypocrite in the past? probably, though I strive not to
-Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? very open
~MEDIA~
-Do you watch tons of tv? no
-How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? dating back to October... 5 times. Twice for Cos, twice for TTT, once for Piglet's Big Movie.
-Do you listen to the radio often? only when in the car
-Do you read the newspaper? online, I read 4 of them
-Do you read magazines? yes
-Are you a couch potato? not really
-Do you use the internet too much? yes
~MUSIC~
-Whats your fave style of music? everything but most rap and most country (there are exceptions to everything)
-Do you play an instrument? sadly, no
-Do you sing? only to Alex and it's really an awful sound, but she still laughs
-Whats your fave band? I don't really have a favourite, though I am enjoying the Stone Roses more than others at the moment
-Why? My taste is too wide and varied to pick a favourite amongst them all
-Have you met them before? no
-Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year. I haven't that I remember, unless it was a present for somebody else
-Why did you buy them? they were presents... it's what the people wanted
~PERSONALITY~
-Are you funny or serious? mostly serious
-Creative or not? I'd like to think I'm creative
-Logical thinker or lateral thinker? um... lateral I guess... but I try to be logical... I don't know!
-Are you outgoing or shy? shy
-Are you lazy or active? lazy
-Have you ever been hyperactive? only after consuming an unhealthy amount of caffeine and sugar
-Are you a naturally hyperactive person? no
~LOOKS~
-Are you happy with the way you look? not hardly
-What would you change? my skin, my height, my nose, my chin, my neck, my face shape... everything
-Do you wear makeup regularly? no
-Do you have a large wardrobe? not even close
~MONEY~
-Do you have a job? not that pays
-Do you like it? yeah, mostly
-Are you a saver or a spender? saver
-Do you work hard or slack off? work hard
-Have you ever been fired? no
-In trouble at work? no
-Made a major mistake? not on a job
-Ever had money stolen from you? yes
-Are you always broke? yes
~EMBARASSING MOMENTS~
-Your all time most embarassing moment? I'm not telling.
-Ever snorted drink out your nose? yes
-Ever giggled like an idiot? yes
-Ever embarassed yourself and pretedned nothing happened? yes
-Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? yes
-Ever said something really stupid? yes
-Ever snorted while laughing? yes
-Ever fallen off a bed? yes
-Ever sleepwalked? no
-Ever sleeptalked? nearly every night... it's the best way to learn something incriminating about me
~MEMORIES~
-Whats your best memory? Alex being born
-Worst? it happened when I was in 6th grade and I'd rather not talk about it
-Whats the wierdest memory you have? um...
-Do you have a good memory? not hardly
-Whats the coolest holiday you remember having? um...
~THOUGHTS~
-Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you? yes, all the time
-What's the first thought that comes to your head when you hear
These names?
Melissa: Gilbert
Bobie: dear lord, did somebody name their child this? Poor kid.
Vanessa: snob
Alyssa: bitch
Jess : e
Brian: Krakow from My So Called Life
Charlie: Weasley
Olivia: The Cosby Show
Drew: red-head I knew in high school
Lily: Evans turned Potter
Anita: about half the women in this apartment complex
-What are the first thoughts that come to your head while hearing these words?
Cheese: behold the power of
Rubber: gloves
Clothes: laundry
Big: tall
Dress: never!
Jacket: big
Polyester: itchy
Washing: machine
If you were able to sit and read all of it, kudos to you!
On another note, one of Jeff's friends invited us to a movie today. He invited both of us last night, which was short notice, so I might not be able to find a babysitter. But Jeff agreed to two movies, one of which I wanted to see. Upon finding out I wanted to see it, he said he didn't really want to see it and wants to see the other one instead, which I REALLY don't want to see. So I'm not going. So Jeff is going out to the movies today with his friend who invited both of us, and I'm staying home with Alex. I probably wouldn't have been able to find a babysitter anyway, so I guess it's not really that big of a deal. I just would have liked to get out of the house and away from my daughter for awhile. Because I haven't been... for awhile now. I went to the movies last week, for Piglet's Big Movie, but I had her all day and left only an hour before her bedtime. So I was really looking forward to going. But now I'm not going because Jeff will only agree to one movie... which I don't want to see and would have a horrible time if I went. So I'm not going. At least now I don't have to scramble for a babysitter. That's good I guess.
