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Massive Hugs to All
Jun. 5th, 2002 11:41 amI LOVE YOU GUYS! Every single last one of you, I mean it. I love you. You guys are the best. All the comments and e-hugs, all the emails... it's just overwhelmingly wonderful.
Things are looking up today. Yesterday was a bad day that was carried over from my horrid mood the other night (when I wrote that massive rant). But things are looking up today. They actually started looking up last night. I hung out with my best friend. Jeff put the baby to bed without a single complaint... I think that's the first time he ever volunteered to do it without a single word about how hard it would be or how he didn't want to. B came to pick me up and he took Alex and said "I'll put her to bed. You go have fun. We'll be fine here." and I was floored. He gave me a little money and said I could even nap today when he gets home from work if I want, because he'll put Alex to bed tonight too. This is an example of the man I fell in love with. He peeks through now and then, especially after he's had a good long talk with his best friend (we'll call him J). J happens to be dating B so it's kind of a neat situation right now. But I had a good cry the night I wrote the super-long rant, which made me feel better, and even though yesterday was a bad day event-wise, I did feel a bit better. Today I feel much better.
I'm busy planning Alex's birthday party for this Saturday. Nobody ever seems to RSVP on invites anymore, so I have a guest list of about 4 definates (not counting me, Jeff, and my parents, as we live here and wouldn't miss Alex's bday for the world) and somewhere around 10 maybes. I'm getting decorations and dining wear (paper plates, cups, that stuff) today. I'm going to pick up her cakes (yes plural, two cakes: one for us to eat, one for Alex to make a royal mess of) and party trays (fruits and veggies, yum) on Saturday morning before her party. I'm getting the last of her bday presents tomorrow, and doing a massive house cleaning on Friday. Plus, somewhere between now and then, I need to go pick up some mylar balloons for Alex and Hayley (the 16 month old daughter of my friend). I'm very excited about her party. It's her first birthday... my little baby girl is going to be one year old on Saturday. :)
You guys mean the world to me, and everything you have said to me has been so nice. It's helped cheer me up a lot, and after talking with B and knowing she's going to talk to J, plus having made up my mind on what needs to be done with Jeff if he doesn't start acting right all the time, I'm feeling good now. You guys really are wonderful.
Things are looking up today. Yesterday was a bad day that was carried over from my horrid mood the other night (when I wrote that massive rant). But things are looking up today. They actually started looking up last night. I hung out with my best friend. Jeff put the baby to bed without a single complaint... I think that's the first time he ever volunteered to do it without a single word about how hard it would be or how he didn't want to. B came to pick me up and he took Alex and said "I'll put her to bed. You go have fun. We'll be fine here." and I was floored. He gave me a little money and said I could even nap today when he gets home from work if I want, because he'll put Alex to bed tonight too. This is an example of the man I fell in love with. He peeks through now and then, especially after he's had a good long talk with his best friend (we'll call him J). J happens to be dating B so it's kind of a neat situation right now. But I had a good cry the night I wrote the super-long rant, which made me feel better, and even though yesterday was a bad day event-wise, I did feel a bit better. Today I feel much better.
I'm busy planning Alex's birthday party for this Saturday. Nobody ever seems to RSVP on invites anymore, so I have a guest list of about 4 definates (not counting me, Jeff, and my parents, as we live here and wouldn't miss Alex's bday for the world) and somewhere around 10 maybes. I'm getting decorations and dining wear (paper plates, cups, that stuff) today. I'm going to pick up her cakes (yes plural, two cakes: one for us to eat, one for Alex to make a royal mess of) and party trays (fruits and veggies, yum) on Saturday morning before her party. I'm getting the last of her bday presents tomorrow, and doing a massive house cleaning on Friday. Plus, somewhere between now and then, I need to go pick up some mylar balloons for Alex and Hayley (the 16 month old daughter of my friend). I'm very excited about her party. It's her first birthday... my little baby girl is going to be one year old on Saturday. :)
You guys mean the world to me, and everything you have said to me has been so nice. It's helped cheer me up a lot, and after talking with B and knowing she's going to talk to J, plus having made up my mind on what needs to be done with Jeff if he doesn't start acting right all the time, I'm feeling good now. You guys really are wonderful.
