Strange dreams

[queenriley]

So last night I had the oddest dream. It's seemed to have affected my entire day. I dreamt I was looking for something. I don't know what it was, but it was imperitive that I find it. I ran for what seemed like forever. I was screaming and crying the whole time. I was near hysterics. I don't know where I was, but it was narrow and deserted in some parts and very wide and open and crowded in others. I kept running and kept looking but I never found it. I don't know what I was looking for, what was so important that I needed it then and there, but it left me with an empty feeling inside all day. I walked around most of the morning feeling as if I were missing something, some vital part of me disapeared. I wish I knew what it was.

Spoke with misspince today. I was, apparently, lied to by my cellphone service representative. My phone plan does not support international calls, he told me it did. Blah. Stupid cellphone service representative. So I couldn't call her as I was supposed to. Then, because it's been a very wet, rainy, dreary day, the cable modem was acting up and I couldn't do a damn thing online, which meant no conversing via Y!M. I was terribly upset, until she talked to her mother who gave her permission to call me. That made me happy. :) I love talking to her. I could talk for hours with her and not realize the time had gone. Unfortunately, neither of us can afford that kind of conversation. Stupid expensive phone plans. Bah.

That's really all, I suppose. Not much else going on. Just... well... that dream. It still bothers me and I still feel empty, on-edge, like I need to be somewhere or doing something and I'm not. I'm uncomfortable. I'm worried. What am I looking for? What do I need? It's a mystery.

Comments

[soupytwist.livejournal.com]

Dreams like that are known as anxiety dreams, because they're sort of summing up all the anxiety and worry you have in waking life that you can't/haven't got rid of. I hate getting them, they're incredibly frustrating if nothing else because you never do find out what the thing you were looking for was, even if you solve the stress that caused the dream.

*hugs*

[project626.livejournal.com]

www.radioreykjavik.is

this is an Icelandic rock radio... you might enjoy it.

ps, your letter is on the way soon.

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[queenriley.livejournal.com]

I am indeed enjoying it. :) Thank you. Some of the songs are ones I change the station from here, but that's okay. It's good to listen to the announcer, and most of the songs I enjoy.

You're a good guy, y'know that?